Monday, July 20, 2009

all i want is for you to be happy, even if it's not with me

it hurts really bad that the only peson i've ever truley cared about is with someone else now.
a few weeks ago he was crying on the phone becasuse i hurt him..
i know i made a mistake, but did he have to move on so quickly?
it kills me that he can go so long without talking to me while i'm dieing not hearing his voice. part of me thinks tht part of him still loves me, but i cant know for suree.

is it sad that i dream about the day when he breaks up with her and tells me he still loves me?

it kills me tht if two weeks ago i hadnt made such a stupid mistake i would be with him right now...i wish i could go back in time..


but whatever its besides the point. he's happy. thats all that matters.

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