vulnerable

I remember when I was a little girl I had this babysitter who I thought was the coolest person in the whole world, and whenever my parents came home and told her she could leave I would block the door and tell her she couldn’t go.

I guess that’s kind of what I was doing with chad. I didn’t want to believe it was over. He was walking away and I wasn’t about to just stand by and watch. So I pathetically poured out my heart... I knew I had made a mistake..i knew I screwed up with him. I thought...i wanted to belive that I could fix things, but I couldn’t. it was too late.

its really really too late...